what i wanted to say i said nothing
i can't even give a chance to forgive myself
for what i did before
i felt regret
and
that's the first thing made me regret
i never give up our relationship
but
you started to given up
and you don't even give me another chance
at the moment
i feel like i seen nothing
heard nothing
everything collapsed in front of my eyes
and
inside my mind
i feel suffer to live like this
but
i think it's funny if you know how i felt
what you want you found it
you found your happiness
i'm glad
and
sad
i'm glad because you found your happiness
and
sad because i'm not the person who gave you those happiness
our memories
will always kept inside my mind and locked up
no one will break or erase those memories
day by day
i'm addicted with an illness
'MISSING YOU'
that's what i addicted
i can't stop myself to think about you
am i crazy??
yes,perhaps
because you finally let me feel about the suffering of first love
it make me don't have the courage to accept another love
don't have the courage to forget about you
i try to stop myself to think about you
but i can't
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but still
I"M SORRY
